Friday, June 22, 2007

Letter From Mommy

My Dearest Baby,

This is a letter to you, the child who waits for me in the future. God has been pressing you on my mind and heart this week, more so than ever before. The longing for you grows by the minute as do the questions on why I have not met you yet. When the questions come, God gently reminds me it is not time. The time for a paths to cross is destined to happen at a particular moment perfectly timed and picked out by our Lord. So there I will try to find rest....rest that does not come easily for me. There is a hole in my heart that you are destined to fill.

I have so much more to say to you but finding the right words to describe how I feel is very difficult. Your daddy is much better at that than me.

But do know that although we have not met yet, I love you more and more with each passing second. I know our meeting will be perfect.

Until the day God unites us I will remember this verse:

Psalm 139:14: "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well."
Love,

Mommy

1 comment:

Laura said...

Simply put, that was beautiful and some day (soon) your child will sit beside you and you will read that to him/her as a testament of how deeply you loved him/her before you even knew his/her name. We really look forward to meeting you guys... :)

Laura and Brian (and Max)